jungle of secret
I am at that point where I feel very vulnerable and lonely. Yes, I am happy to be single and flying solo as I am doing it right now, but still, I long for that extra attention and care towards me. As you might see on my surface, I smile and laugh literally all the time, til one dear friend of mind popped this question out of her head, “Do you ever feel tired smiling and laughing, you are so friendly, do you have people taken you for granted or accused you being fake? Do you do that for the sake of what you are doing with the social media, or it’s just the true color of yourself?”
Well, I ultimately laughed and said, “It is me!”, but after that one frank question, she got me thinking, have I always been this person who care less for anything?
I am now that girl who would say ‘that’s okay’ towards her cheating boyfriend, I am that girl that is muddled and bewildered with the gruesome reality, she is lost in her thoughts, not knowing which is right and which is not. She needs guidance in order for her to sail through the wobbly ocean.